Quote by John Green

Where is my chance to be somebody's Peter Van Houten?' He hit the steering wheel weakly, the car honking as he cried. He leaned his head back, looking up. 'I hate myself I hate myself I hate this I hate this I disgust myself I hate it I hate it I hate it just let me fucking die.

Where is my chance to be somebody's Peter Van Houten?' He hi

Summary

This quote reflects the intense emotional turmoil and self-hatred experienced by the speaker. Feeling hopeless and desperate, they long for the opportunity to resemble a character from a novel, who holds meaning and importance in another person's life. The repetitive phrases and expletives used reveal their overwhelming distress and desire for escape from their own existence. Ultimately, the quote encapsulates the profound despair and self-loathing that can consume an individual's thoughts and drive them to the extremity of wishing for death.

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The Fault In Our Stars Sad Depressing Augustus Waters Peter Van Houten

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