I'm actually not an exhibitionist at all. When you get onstage and you get under the lights playing music, I feel more hidden and more alone than anywhere else. You hide behind your music and let your emotions come out through the music.

Summary

This quote expresses the paradoxical nature of performing music. Contrary to the assumption that being on stage makes one feel exposed and visible, the speaker feels the opposite. They experience a sense of comfort in blending in with their music, allowing emotions to be expressed without personal scrutiny. The presence of lights and the act of performing create a space where the artist feels hidden and alone, offering a unique outlet for self-expression without the vulnerability of being fully seen.

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