You know the games I play And the words I say When I want my own way You know the lies I tell When you've gone through hell And I say I can't stay You know how hard it can be To keep believing in me When everything and everyone Becomes my enemy and when There's nothing more you can do I'm gonna blame it on you It's not the way I want to be I only hope that in the end you will see It's the Opheliac in me

Summary

This quote reflects the idea that the speaker is aware of their manipulative behavior and tendency to lie in order to get their way. They acknowledge the hardship they put others through and the strain it places on relationships. The speaker also recognizes their own insecurity and how it can lead to a distorted perception of the world, perceiving everyone as an enemy. Ultimately, they acknowledge that this is not the person they want to be and hope that others can understand and see their struggle as a manifestation of their internal conflicts. The term "Opheliac" implies a connection to Hamlet's Ophelia, possibly referencing their own internal turmoil and instability.

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