I am one in a row of specimens. It's when I try to flutter out of line that he hates me. I'm meant to be dead, pinned, always the same, always beautiful. He knows that part of my beauty is being alive. but it's the dead me he wants. He wants me living-but-dead.

Summary

This quote highlights the oppressive nature of societal expectations. The speaker acknowledges being viewed as just another conforming individual, following predetermined norms and expectations. The disapproval arises when they showcase individuality or attempt to break free from the established order. The speaker recognizes the value placed on their own uniqueness and liveliness, yet the person they refer to desires only a lifeless version of themselves. This quote speaks to the tension between the desire for freedom and authenticity, and the pressure to conform and maintain a pristine facade.

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