Quote by Eberhard Weber
On the other hand, when I give it closer thought, I realize I'm not enough of a dictator to conduct an orchestra because it requires a pretty awful person. When you read these biographies of famous conductors, they are all awful people who fail in their private relationships.
Summary
This quote reflects the speaker's realization that being a successful orchestra conductor often demands a level of assertiveness and authoritarianism akin to being a dictator. However, upon further reflection, the speaker concludes that they lack the necessary qualities for such a role. They acknowledge that historical biographies of prominent conductors often reveal the negative impact their intense dedication to their craft has on their personal lives, suggesting that balancing professional success with healthy personal relationships can be challenging for those in demanding artistic fields.