Quote by Markelle Grabo
The heat intensified. My emotions were spinning out of control. The euphoria was maddening. Out of pure instinct, I pulled away and leaned against the wall, unable to find enough air to breathe. The more I pulled away, the strong the raw ache inside of me became, causing me more pain than the lack of oxygen in the room. Then I realized the source of my pain. It dawned on me with a shocking certainty. I hadn't wanted to pull away from Nathan. I needed him closer in order to feel safe. I needed his touch, his feel. I needed him now more than I ever had.
Summary
This quote portrays a moment of intense emotions and physical sensations. The narrator initially feels overwhelmed by the heat and consumed by euphoria. However, despite the intense connection they share with someone named Nathan, they suddenly pull away and lean against a wall. This action results in a realization - the pain they were feeling was not caused by the lack of oxygen but from the desire to be closer to Nathan. It highlights the narrator's deep need and vulnerability, as they come to understand that they require his touch and presence in order to feel secure and complete.