Quote by Ludwig van Beethoven
My misfortune is doubly painful to me because it will result in my being misunderstood. For me there can be no recreation in the company of others, no intelligent conversation, no exchange of information with peers; only the most pressing needs can make me venture into society. I am obliged to live like an outcast.
Summary
The quote expresses the pain of the speaker's misfortune, which goes beyond personal suffering. The additional burden lies in the fact that their misfortune will lead to the misunderstanding and isolation from others. The speaker laments the inability to find solace or joy in the company of others, as they anticipate being misunderstood and not finding intellectual stimulation through conversations or sharing knowledge with peers. Consequently, they feel compelled to live as an outcast, only engaging with society when necessary.