Quote by Fyodor Dostoevsky
And now once again I asked myself the question: do I love her? And once more I could not answer, that is to say, again, for the hundreth time, I answered that I hated her.

Summary
This quote reflects the protagonist's ongoing and internal struggle with their feelings towards the person in question. Despite repeatedly questioning their own emotions, they find themselves unable to provide a clear answer. Their inability to definitively declare love or hate suggests a deep complexity in their emotions, portraying the confusion and turmoil within their heart and mind.