But one of the hardest things for me to do was to access anger. I could do it on stage. But when I did it on film it was hard for me. That probably has to do with the intimacy of film. And my own personal issues with expressing anger. So I had to learn how to do that.

Summary

This quote illustrates the challenge the speaker faces in accessing and expressing anger, especially in the context of film. While they are able to tap into their anger on stage, the more intimate nature of film requires a different approach. The speaker suggests that their personal issues with expressing anger may have contributed to this difficulty. They acknowledge the need to learn how to authentically convey anger on film, indicating a recognition of the importance of developing this skill for their acting career.