Since I had the baby I can't tolerate anything violent or sad, I saw the Matrix and I had my eyes closed through a lot of it, though I didn't need to. I would peek, and then think, oh OK, I can see that.

Summary

The quote suggests that after becoming a mother, the individual finds it difficult to handle or engage with violent or distressing content. Specifically referring to watching the movie "The Matrix," they admit to closing their eyes during certain intense scenes but later realize that they could have watched them without feeling overwhelmed. This explanation highlights how parenthood can bring about a heightened sensitivity to violence and sadness, causing individuals to instinctively shield themselves and seek more positive or gentle experiences.