I didn't know my dad for a long time. My dad was on drugs and my dad was at the VA Hospital, my dad was off in his own world selling drugs or using them or there would be crack heads in the house or whatever it would be.

Summary

This quote illustrates the speaker's limited exposure and lack of connection to their father due to his struggles with drug addiction. The father's drug use, involvement in illegal activities, and detachment from family life are emphasized, highlighting the dysfunctional dynamics within their household. The quote conveys a sense of abandonment and absence, indicating the speaker's longing for a different, more present and nurturing relationship with their father.