Quote by Cassandra Clare
Hodge had given up a long time ago trying to live a better life or a different one;all he wanted was not to be afraid, and so he was afraid all the time

Summary
This quote reflects the idea that Hodge, the subject of the quote, has abandoned any hopes of leading a improved or alternative life. His sole wish is to overcome fear; ironically, his constant state of apprehension prevents him from achieving this desire. This suggests that despite Hodge's yearning for a better existence, his perpetual fear overtakes every aspect of his life and hinders any possibility of growth or change.